[ lost ]

im home untuk beberapa hari je ;)

well ryte now mmg rase khilangan, kenape? sbb tatau n maybe ni satu dugaan..mmg terase tapi tataula bagi pihak lagi satu cmmane kan..maybe ade reason derang tesendiri tp honestly mmg sedih bile mende ni jadi =(

life dkat kolej untuk due mnggu ni agak tak seronok hehe.maybe sbb baru lagi n i dunnola bole bawak ke tak coz subjek2 kat situ sume dalam bahase arab.ade satu sabjek je dlm bahase melayu.hope2 boley bwkla.tgh nak tanam semangat je.adeyy kamon faliq..!!tapi buat mase ni,i still feel yang tak boleh bwk sume sabjek tu sbbnye tak minat barab.heish~

guilty guilty guitly, why must i feel like this?damn~ dia jadi mcm tu sbb saye? kenape sume mesti salahkan sayee??waa tensyen baaiii.. x(

saye perosak!! ~

itula conclusion yang dapat saye buat skarang, terima kasih kerana menyedarkan saya!

dia kata "sometimes kite kene jadi selfish for our own sake" and dia kata dia pena rasa mende mcm ni.how im gonna be a selfish??should i be a selfish actually?thanx 4 da advice :)

only a feww days left but i still cant let go all these thing in my head~

congratz PERIMBUN!!hehe fomasi mereke besh siap ade penguin lagi tuu~
sabtu petang tu pegi bowling tournament btween dak2 ofis sate kajang.dapat worst player, then dpt set boling dgn pesanan belatihla boling selalu haha.ampeh pnye along xP then malam tu ade show untuk irham night alumni maahad dkat smka maahad hamidiah.act tade wat preparation pape pun ntuk show tu.mlm tu baru tau flow die.gile sungguh.well,show bejalan sepeti biase even memule cancel n adela citenye smpi myfren agak bengang.lpas show tu, kami tadapat makan sbb makanan da abis.thanx to penganjur sbb prihatin, kami dpt wang saku then makan beramai2 dkat medan x)

ari ahad me and my sisters and ade sorg antu gigi selbret aiman's birthday.happy birthday to you!! :) kitorang selebret dkat mines.tak watpe pun.just maen game, macdonald, bli barang.tu ajee.then nak balik tu, amik gamba ramai2.sukee..!! x) aiman tu bli cd otomen.ade ramai otomen dalam cte uh.nak tgk!!tp die blek umah mak die.tak aci btol. xP

REAL MADRID menang la liga weh!!gempak3~

last nyte~peehhh.mud mmg tak stabil gilaa.hormon begadoh agaknye.siyesly i dunno wut exactly im thinkin.when it comes to my siblings, jadi sedih gile.adeyy.last2 masok bilik tidoo je. xD

to all my FRENS, just nak korg tau, i LOVE u all~

ding dong~haha only about a week to spend my time wif my family n frens bcoz afta diz i cannot become as crazy as i am ryte now huhu.

nothin interestin happen since my last post.just for the labour day activty hehe~i took part in a footbal semilan sebelah tournament at bt.14. act it has been one of my dugaan for dat daylaa hehe. i tried so hard to get a transport bcoz nak fetch my frends at saujana, taman mesre n sg ramal. abah said dat he can help me fetch them and he'll send us to bt.14, but just tamo bebankan abah, at last abah give me dat car key and said "bawak kete elok2" horey2!!so saye pun naekla unser WGN 6783 tu pegi jemput sahabat2 sekalian. kete tu manual, so masih gemntar2 bile naik bukit n dkat tol sbb takot enjen matii, well im a beginner jee haha xD
sampai sane, for about 15 minutes on road, match oready begun, oh btw kesat fc is our team's name n i dunno where that name comes from xP finished warming up high school style, about at 12 to 1 pm, our macth with seven fc kott begun. dum dam dum dam we lost 1-0 haha n my job is to takecare of the line (linesmanlaa) haha~ last2 minute tu daoh suh ganti, then tak sampai 2 minit, prriiittt!!~ hbeh mase haha cis sungguh evry tournamen msti tadapat maen, tape2 ade hikmahla tuu.. x) we left the place at 2pm cmtulaa.

then, we went to gabai niat nak mandi sungai, sape pnye idea tah nak pgi situ time public holiday nih. jalan masuk sg gabai tu agak sempitlaa muat satu kete je jalan tu gile btol, da smpai kat area sg tuh, ade sorg pakcik ni tahan die kate belah dalam da pnoh, pgila pangsun ke cekali ke, cekali..??tekalilaa pakcik hahaha!!siap soh baya 2 hengget uh yang tak tahan tu patu bleh senyum3 haha x) by the time we want to go out from there, byk gile kete nak masok dalam uh, for about half an hour we stuck there, thanx to da people wif responsibility, they took control the traffic and at last we went out from there successfully eventho ade scratch sket dkat unser ijau tuu hehe xP then emi plan nak gi pangsun, jalaannn!!haha quite far jgak pangsun tu tp last2 ktorang mandi kat sg apetah name tuu tak ingat namelaa hehe. we met jemi capek mz topek n lokman there~ thrill jgak ah sg tu coz ade satu part dkat tmpat deras tu bapak dalaammm mcm gaung apin haha xP n i almost drowned sbb tglincir dkat batu besa then tmasuk dkat part dalamm uh. agak cuak disitu, bkn agak, mmg cuak gileee!!~ air die pon bole tahan gakla sejoknye. then taufiq did smthing crazy, he climbed a tree then jumped into da river, peehhh time die naek uh, die nak turun blek da, tp tak tahan psiko sbb kene booo hahaha sian topek. afta dat wan plak nak terjun n tepedaya dgn kata2 manis yang nak bg duitla apela if wan dapat tejun haha~ keje gile btol dak2 ni.

ktorang grak blek dalam pkul 3lbeh jgakla. otw back tu im really2 nantok tp tahaannn sbb bwk anak org. lupe plak nak cite, fahim daoh safwan wan dgn haidi n me was in dat unser, pejal hasip nasar zahid n ipan rode wif emi's pajero ke apetah name kete uh. otw back tu, nuthing interesting kot, just send them to daoh's crib n balikk~ i arrived home at 4, pray then tido until magrib, penatt woo~

at 8, i went out to send my sister uya to her college, then i went to tmn kenari, to hear a ceramah about palestine, i found this arabic word i tink, smthing like 'nakbah' which means malapetaka. bykl jgakla input2 yang saye dapat dgn ceramah tu, cntoh, mcm mane negara haram israel tu boleh ade, keadaan palestine dulu n skarang, act mmg jauh beze, n also how masyarakat salah anggap dkat pelstine ni. im very thankful to be one of the people to hear the ceramah. afta the ceramah finished, i helped zaki to calculate the total donation, n have a chat for a while with him n his friends.best2 hehe~

currently, i hav a fever n td da kene mara haha x) thanx :)

and for the record, reocrd..??haha i feel lonely again at last!!!

[ work ]

wahh yesterday is a nantok dayla~ dkat ofis asyik nak tidoo jee even tyme rehat pun nak tido bukan reti nak makan ke ape ke haha xD imaginelaa tgh2 menaip tu bole telelapp, fuhh kronik sungguh~ balik rumah pun bleh bantai tido gak tak reti nak smayang maghrib awal adehh hehe~ yesterday also a sick day, maybe viruses ate some steroids yesterday, my friends my sister all of them have fever huhu, sian drang~ actually, dis week is my last week workin at my uncle's office horey3!! after dis i'll be preparing for my further studies waa takot3 hehe, starting nex week, the checklist must be done~ mak da mara2 da suh tgk ape barang nak bawak sume2 x) well, baru tadi cheklist siap, tinggal nak wujudkan je barang2 dlm cheklist tuu, bapak rajennye aku neh cam tak cye jekk haha~

currently im watching espn, arsenal versus derby, halftime result, 2-1 haha go arsenal!! persie skor begaye sehh haha~ ryte now im very3 hungry lor n my stomach already sang da national anthem hahaha~ hey kamu, saye tibe2 rase rndula kat kamu, haha ni bukan ntuk ko ye don, jgn prasangka hahaha~~

one more thing, maybe start from now, i wanna stop hoping for diz impossible thing to happenla, im just being stupid these few days, name pun impossible then how come it gonna happen? nothing is impossible haha tamo2 enough faliq~ haha ryte now im just need to bleach dis kind of hope by adding some chloride solution hahaha lame da tak blaja chemistry~ miss u ckgu rohana :)

[ enough ]

i tink today i made da decision n try to suite it wif me~ haha come on, stop hurting somone's feelin!!tak bek tau~ for ppl yang bce blog ni, ckup2la, if korg tau ape yang korg wat tu menyakitkan ati pihak laen, just stop it, org laen pun ade perasaan, bkn kite je kan kan?n if korg da wat keputusan, dun turn back!!haha ey awak, thanx a lott eh, saye da seda skang nehh, kott haha x) tape2 try besekan diri :)

chelsea menang tadi wehh!!haha padan mke man u, kepada sesape peminat man u tuu besabala yehh xD

[ football ]

tomorrow will be chelsea vs man utd, guess who will win..??haha i tink it will be a drawlaa then another 2 matches both team will lose and arsenal jugak champion nnti, haha go wenger go..!!next season arsenal gempak weh~ x) madrid plak have a bright chance to be the spanish league champion dis year, go raul go..!!hoyeh2 madrid gempakla taon nii weh even they dndnt get the uefa title an, tp tape, org kate sedekah tu amalan muliaa xP at the seria a, maurinho will takeover inter, n my big brother will have his nose kembaanngg..~ he said dat inter champion nex year haha time maurinho takeover tulaa inter tombang nnti along ooii xP but saye still dpt pau die keychen inter milan, mahall woo hahaha mekaseh along x) but i still tink dat juve hav a bright futurela next season kan don kan?haha

tukar tajuk..!!
dis morning, im bringing my mamai2 nak tido along with my work..!!haha even my sister asked me amende tah die suh td, saye bole jawab in mamai mood hahaha xD ngek sunnguh.!! then dlm pkul 12.00 cmtu, i felt asleep at my desk at last haha yang pleknye my sis tak mara plak tuu adeyhh~ then when i woke up, its already 1.10!!da cuak da tatau nak g smayang jumaat dgn sape, seb bek don ade kan don kan, saayangg donn hahaha x) then ptang tu ade pejumpaan, i tot tuan haji have smthn important to discuss bcoz sume pekerja ofis tu die pnggl nak wat pejumpaan, rupe2nye the buruh party suro sume ofis terangkan pasal sexual arrestment during working~hahaha ptotla b4 dis some of my office mate wat shooting short film, rupe2nye nak wat contoh ntuk tadi, hahaha masing bantai gelakk jek tgk video drang~ act, its a good reason to explain about dis problem coz lately, many people having dis type of problem evryday, so i hope nothing serious happen at the office after dis hahaha xD