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im home untuk beberapa hari je ;)

well ryte now mmg rase khilangan, kenape? sbb tatau n maybe ni satu dugaan..mmg terase tapi tataula bagi pihak lagi satu cmmane kan..maybe ade reason derang tesendiri tp honestly mmg sedih bile mende ni jadi =(

life dkat kolej untuk due mnggu ni agak tak seronok hehe.maybe sbb baru lagi n i dunnola bole bawak ke tak coz subjek2 kat situ sume dalam bahase arab.ade satu sabjek je dlm bahase melayu.hope2 boley bwkla.tgh nak tanam semangat je.adeyy kamon faliq..!!tapi buat mase ni,i still feel yang tak boleh bwk sume sabjek tu sbbnye tak minat barab.heish~

guilty guilty guitly, why must i feel like this?damn~ dia jadi mcm tu sbb saye? kenape sume mesti salahkan sayee??waa tensyen baaiii.. x(

saye perosak!! ~

itula conclusion yang dapat saye buat skarang, terima kasih kerana menyedarkan saya!

dia kata "sometimes kite kene jadi selfish for our own sake" and dia kata dia pena rasa mende mcm ni.how im gonna be a selfish??should i be a selfish actually?thanx 4 da advice :)

only a feww days left but i still cant let go all these thing in my head~

congratz PERIMBUN!!hehe fomasi mereke besh siap ade penguin lagi tuu~
sabtu petang tu pegi bowling tournament btween dak2 ofis sate kajang.dapat worst player, then dpt set boling dgn pesanan belatihla boling selalu haha.ampeh pnye along xP then malam tu ade show untuk irham night alumni maahad dkat smka maahad hamidiah.act tade wat preparation pape pun ntuk show tu.mlm tu baru tau flow die.gile sungguh.well,show bejalan sepeti biase even memule cancel n adela citenye smpi myfren agak bengang.lpas show tu, kami tadapat makan sbb makanan da abis.thanx to penganjur sbb prihatin, kami dpt wang saku then makan beramai2 dkat medan x)

ari ahad me and my sisters and ade sorg antu gigi selbret aiman's birthday.happy birthday to you!! :) kitorang selebret dkat mines.tak watpe pun.just maen game, macdonald, bli barang.tu ajee.then nak balik tu, amik gamba ramai2.sukee..!! x) aiman tu bli cd otomen.ade ramai otomen dalam cte uh.nak tgk!!tp die blek umah mak die.tak aci btol. xP

REAL MADRID menang la liga weh!!gempak3~

last nyte~peehhh.mud mmg tak stabil gilaa.hormon begadoh agaknye.siyesly i dunno wut exactly im thinkin.when it comes to my siblings, jadi sedih gile.adeyy.last2 masok bilik tidoo je. xD

to all my FRENS, just nak korg tau, i LOVE u all~

ding dong~haha only about a week to spend my time wif my family n frens bcoz afta diz i cannot become as crazy as i am ryte now huhu.

nothin interestin happen since my last post.just for the labour day activty hehe~i took part in a footbal semilan sebelah tournament at bt.14. act it has been one of my dugaan for dat daylaa hehe. i tried so hard to get a transport bcoz nak fetch my frends at saujana, taman mesre n sg ramal. abah said dat he can help me fetch them and he'll send us to bt.14, but just tamo bebankan abah, at last abah give me dat car key and said "bawak kete elok2" horey2!!so saye pun naekla unser WGN 6783 tu pegi jemput sahabat2 sekalian. kete tu manual, so masih gemntar2 bile naik bukit n dkat tol sbb takot enjen matii, well im a beginner jee haha xD
sampai sane, for about 15 minutes on road, match oready begun, oh btw kesat fc is our team's name n i dunno where that name comes from xP finished warming up high school style, about at 12 to 1 pm, our macth with seven fc kott begun. dum dam dum dam we lost 1-0 haha n my job is to takecare of the line (linesmanlaa) haha~ last2 minute tu daoh suh ganti, then tak sampai 2 minit, prriiittt!!~ hbeh mase haha cis sungguh evry tournamen msti tadapat maen, tape2 ade hikmahla tuu.. x) we left the place at 2pm cmtulaa.

then, we went to gabai niat nak mandi sungai, sape pnye idea tah nak pgi situ time public holiday nih. jalan masuk sg gabai tu agak sempitlaa muat satu kete je jalan tu gile btol, da smpai kat area sg tuh, ade sorg pakcik ni tahan die kate belah dalam da pnoh, pgila pangsun ke cekali ke, cekali..??tekalilaa pakcik hahaha!!siap soh baya 2 hengget uh yang tak tahan tu patu bleh senyum3 haha x) by the time we want to go out from there, byk gile kete nak masok dalam uh, for about half an hour we stuck there, thanx to da people wif responsibility, they took control the traffic and at last we went out from there successfully eventho ade scratch sket dkat unser ijau tuu hehe xP then emi plan nak gi pangsun, jalaannn!!haha quite far jgak pangsun tu tp last2 ktorang mandi kat sg apetah name tuu tak ingat namelaa hehe. we met jemi capek mz topek n lokman there~ thrill jgak ah sg tu coz ade satu part dkat tmpat deras tu bapak dalaammm mcm gaung apin haha xP n i almost drowned sbb tglincir dkat batu besa then tmasuk dkat part dalamm uh. agak cuak disitu, bkn agak, mmg cuak gileee!!~ air die pon bole tahan gakla sejoknye. then taufiq did smthing crazy, he climbed a tree then jumped into da river, peehhh time die naek uh, die nak turun blek da, tp tak tahan psiko sbb kene booo hahaha sian topek. afta dat wan plak nak terjun n tepedaya dgn kata2 manis yang nak bg duitla apela if wan dapat tejun haha~ keje gile btol dak2 ni.

ktorang grak blek dalam pkul 3lbeh jgakla. otw back tu im really2 nantok tp tahaannn sbb bwk anak org. lupe plak nak cite, fahim daoh safwan wan dgn haidi n me was in dat unser, pejal hasip nasar zahid n ipan rode wif emi's pajero ke apetah name kete uh. otw back tu, nuthing interesting kot, just send them to daoh's crib n balikk~ i arrived home at 4, pray then tido until magrib, penatt woo~

at 8, i went out to send my sister uya to her college, then i went to tmn kenari, to hear a ceramah about palestine, i found this arabic word i tink, smthing like 'nakbah' which means malapetaka. bykl jgakla input2 yang saye dapat dgn ceramah tu, cntoh, mcm mane negara haram israel tu boleh ade, keadaan palestine dulu n skarang, act mmg jauh beze, n also how masyarakat salah anggap dkat pelstine ni. im very thankful to be one of the people to hear the ceramah. afta the ceramah finished, i helped zaki to calculate the total donation, n have a chat for a while with him n his friends.best2 hehe~

currently, i hav a fever n td da kene mara haha x) thanx :)

and for the record, reocrd..??haha i feel lonely again at last!!!